Wednesday, December 9, 20092:21 PM
■ pfft, What Should i do If i dunt know what i should do?...
I was freed from the cave, once upon a time not so long ago and not so far away.
I went out into the sunlight and felt warmth pour all over me,
not just on the back of my neck. I saw the seasons, smelled fresh air,
and saw the cause of all things. I was liberated, and free.
I learned wondrous and beautiful things. I *felt* wondrous,
and beautiful for the first time in my life.
I never wanted to go back into the cave. Ever.
WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE ?
As I look around me, I find that nothing seems familiar.
I feel as if I am in a strange land without a clue as to which
way I should go.
Looking behind me, even though I know I have gotten here
from there, I don't feel as if I have ever been in that direction
before. It is as if I am alone on this earth at times with no other
human to talk to. Time goes by slowly some days and fast other
days. I am a Fresh Healthy Teenager, yet, I am experiencing child-like
fears inside .
I cannot figure out what I am supposed to do or where I am supposed to go from here.
Where did my life go?
What purpose did I have?
Why am I still here?
Who am I ?
When will I find my place?
Will I be this way forever?
Which is better, to live like the dead,or to die?
How do I find the answer to all of these questions
which go over and over in my mind?
If I cry out, there is no one to answer .
If I knock, no one opens the door.
If I seek help, there is none willing to do anything. What do I do?
am alone, yet, I am pressured on every side.
I have been wandering for a number of years and I have to find my way.
Somewhere deep inside of me, the answer to all of this lies.
"Finding the right path for your life can be difficult and confusing. Sometimes people don't realize they are having difficulties. All they know is they feel as if they don't fit where they are at the moment."
-That is how I felt for a very long time.
Here I stand, out of breath and weary. The journey is becoming quite impossible to
continue...
Choosing the right path in your life may seem daunting. And just when you think you have it figured out, something happens to change your plans and move you in a different direction.
Have you ever made plans to do something and someone else
(your parents, friends, spouse, counselor, pastor, boss, etc.)
told you that they had other plans, and you must go along with theirs rather than yours?
How did that make you feel?
Did you trust the person who was making the plans?
Did you feel their choices were right for you?
Were the results better than you imagined? Were they worse?
It is a commonly held opinion that our successes or
failures in life are determined by our decisions. If we make good decisions,
our life path is easy and smooth, but if we make bad decisions,
our road becomes hard and bumpy, and at the end we have all
the chances to wreck our life. So Is This The Way The Future Works?
Ah yes, the future, the famous future. Is there anyone on this planet who does not have some idea about the future? Is there anyone who has a clear idea what "future" means?
“What do you want to teach your children… that money is more important than doing something you’re truly passionate about in life?” …. powerful… cheesy, yet so true. I’ve always lived my life against the grain of societal standards, albeit at times on purpose, but with my head held somewhat high knowing that I was doing the right thing for myself.
Sometimes the right path is not the easiest one.
Nothing in life really matters. We just get through it, gain knowledge & live
through experiences, good & bad. Finding, knowing & understanding
your true passion in life is one of those magical things that can completely
change your life, who you are & what you do with your time alive.
I envy those who so clearly know what they love to do and on that note,
I say to anyone who expresses that to me, that they would be a complete
fool to not live for their passion.
what wloud you do if you are pushed, and didn’t push back, into smth tht u are interested in.
meaning:
u decided then that u were going to spend my working life
doing something that u didn’t like.
thn i tell u, tht u'l leave every day feeling miserable.
pfft, What Should i do If i dunt know what i should do?...
You WILL be on the right path, no matter what you choose.
Though sometimes a great sadness may fill you, -- idk who said tht ><
I went out into the sunlight and felt warmth pour all over me,
not just on the back of my neck. I saw the seasons, smelled fresh air,
and saw the cause of all things. I was liberated, and free.
I learned wondrous and beautiful things. I *felt* wondrous,
and beautiful for the first time in my life.
I never wanted to go back into the cave. Ever.
WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE ?
As I look around me, I find that nothing seems familiar.
I feel as if I am in a strange land without a clue as to which
way I should go.
Looking behind me, even though I know I have gotten here
from there, I don't feel as if I have ever been in that direction
before. It is as if I am alone on this earth at times with no other
human to talk to. Time goes by slowly some days and fast other
days. I am a Fresh Healthy Teenager, yet, I am experiencing child-like
fears inside .
I cannot figure out what I am supposed to do or where I am supposed to go from here.
Where did my life go?
What purpose did I have?
Why am I still here?
Who am I ?
When will I find my place?
Will I be this way forever?
Which is better, to live like the dead,or to die?
How do I find the answer to all of these questions
which go over and over in my mind?
If I cry out, there is no one to answer .
If I knock, no one opens the door.
If I seek help, there is none willing to do anything. What do I do?
am alone, yet, I am pressured on every side.
I have been wandering for a number of years and I have to find my way.
Somewhere deep inside of me, the answer to all of this lies.
"Finding the right path for your life can be difficult and confusing. Sometimes people don't realize they are having difficulties. All they know is they feel as if they don't fit where they are at the moment."
-That is how I felt for a very long time.
Here I stand, out of breath and weary. The journey is becoming quite impossible to
continue...
Choosing the right path in your life may seem daunting. And just when you think you have it figured out, something happens to change your plans and move you in a different direction.
Have you ever made plans to do something and someone else
(your parents, friends, spouse, counselor, pastor, boss, etc.)
told you that they had other plans, and you must go along with theirs rather than yours?
How did that make you feel?
Did you trust the person who was making the plans?
Did you feel their choices were right for you?
Were the results better than you imagined? Were they worse?
It is a commonly held opinion that our successes or
failures in life are determined by our decisions. If we make good decisions,
our life path is easy and smooth, but if we make bad decisions,
our road becomes hard and bumpy, and at the end we have all
the chances to wreck our life. So Is This The Way The Future Works?
Ah yes, the future, the famous future. Is there anyone on this planet who does not have some idea about the future? Is there anyone who has a clear idea what "future" means?
“What do you want to teach your children… that money is more important than doing something you’re truly passionate about in life?” …. powerful… cheesy, yet so true. I’ve always lived my life against the grain of societal standards, albeit at times on purpose, but with my head held somewhat high knowing that I was doing the right thing for myself.
Sometimes the right path is not the easiest one.
Nothing in life really matters. We just get through it, gain knowledge & live
through experiences, good & bad. Finding, knowing & understanding
your true passion in life is one of those magical things that can completely
change your life, who you are & what you do with your time alive.
I envy those who so clearly know what they love to do and on that note,
I say to anyone who expresses that to me, that they would be a complete
fool to not live for their passion.
what wloud you do if you are pushed, and didn’t push back, into smth tht u are interested in.
meaning:
u decided then that u were going to spend my working life
doing something that u didn’t like.
thn i tell u, tht u'l leave every day feeling miserable.
pfft, What Should i do If i dunt know what i should do?...
You WILL be on the right path, no matter what you choose.
Though sometimes a great sadness may fill you, -- idk who said tht ><