Sunday, August 23, 20094:36 PM
■ RIP aunt Julia
life is short. very short indeed.
last month great aunt passed away and today
another similar shocking news.
One twin aunt of mine passed away early this morning.
She left 2 son behind. which one of thm is still too
young to understand whats happening. or maybe he does.
Aunt called spore this morning. and i could hear mummy
and other family members crying in the background.
i chatted with mummy through the phone & i asked her bout
my cousin. she said he was crying fer some times until Adrian & Adriana
(younger coussy of mine) comfort him. thn whn thy are tired of playing,
thy could see a lost expression on him.
Srzly, no one really understand his feeling right now.
to lost someone he loves, infact the only person he had
is leaving him forever.
he have no one left.
no father, nor mother.. only us
hes relatives.
although im not close to her due distance prob, i felt tht she
a really good aunt. whn she visit spore, she would take me out
as in shopping, manicure/pedicure food! etc and shes argh nvm...
other thn tht, he have to sit for an examination tomorrow.
i dun think is a good time as hes has so many heavy thought
right now. i wonder who will take care of him in the future.
i have this feeling tht i cld understand 50% wuts hes feeling right now.
i mean i could cry everyday thinking of being lonely
and living in a total darkness. it sucks.
Daddy & bro manage to gt a fly ticket.
im coming along with thm. skipping school again.
Death is unpredictable. What if i die tomorrow?
What if mummy/daddy die tomorrow?.
What have i contribute to thm?. Whus gonna take care of me.
What will happen to me. whn thy die i cant die with thm or
commit suicide ryt? it'd make the situation worst
and im wasting my life.
I remember the time whn omma passed away.
i cried my eye balls out. it really hurt to see someone
you love leaving you for eternity. but before she passed away, i managed
to craved a memory with her in my heart. we went(the whole family)
for holiday vacation to Indonesia and we had a lot of fun.
She would buy me all the things tht i wanted.
no matter how expensive it is. but the things tht broke my heart was. she passed away
the next day after we came back frm the vacation.
i miss her big time. thrs one time this year she appeared in my dream.
but i was just fer a short while thn she gone. how i wish shes still alive.
omg cecs stop the crap.
For the passed 2 weeks, Mr Ben.L, Reeno, Pamela has been
talking bout death. sudden ghostbump. y is everyone talking bout death.
am i like dieing?..
i shall stop here or i'll start crying.
last month great aunt passed away and today
another similar shocking news.
One twin aunt of mine passed away early this morning.
She left 2 son behind. which one of thm is still too
young to understand whats happening. or maybe he does.
Aunt called spore this morning. and i could hear mummy
and other family members crying in the background.
i chatted with mummy through the phone & i asked her bout
my cousin. she said he was crying fer some times until Adrian & Adriana
(younger coussy of mine) comfort him. thn whn thy are tired of playing,
thy could see a lost expression on him.
Srzly, no one really understand his feeling right now.
to lost someone he loves, infact the only person he had
is leaving him forever.
he have no one left.
no father, nor mother.. only us
hes relatives.
although im not close to her due distance prob, i felt tht she
a really good aunt. whn she visit spore, she would take me out
as in shopping, manicure/pedicure food! etc and shes argh nvm...
other thn tht, he have to sit for an examination tomorrow.
i dun think is a good time as hes has so many heavy thought
right now. i wonder who will take care of him in the future.
i have this feeling tht i cld understand 50% wuts hes feeling right now.
i mean i could cry everyday thinking of being lonely
and living in a total darkness. it sucks.
Daddy & bro manage to gt a fly ticket.
im coming along with thm. skipping school again.
Death is unpredictable. What if i die tomorrow?
What if mummy/daddy die tomorrow?.
What have i contribute to thm?. Whus gonna take care of me.
What will happen to me. whn thy die i cant die with thm or
commit suicide ryt? it'd make the situation worst
and im wasting my life.
I remember the time whn omma passed away.
i cried my eye balls out. it really hurt to see someone
you love leaving you for eternity. but before she passed away, i managed
to craved a memory with her in my heart. we went(the whole family)
for holiday vacation to Indonesia and we had a lot of fun.
She would buy me all the things tht i wanted.
no matter how expensive it is. but the things tht broke my heart was. she passed away
the next day after we came back frm the vacation.
i miss her big time. thrs one time this year she appeared in my dream.
but i was just fer a short while thn she gone. how i wish shes still alive.
omg cecs stop the crap.
For the passed 2 weeks, Mr Ben.L, Reeno, Pamela has been
talking bout death. sudden ghostbump. y is everyone talking bout death.
am i like dieing?..
i shall stop here or i'll start crying.
" Everyone shall taste death. And only on the day of resurrection shall you be paid your wages in full. And whoever is removed away from the fire and admitted to paradise, this person is indeed successful. The life of this world is only the enjoyment of deception:" (Quran 3:185)
(1SA 2:6) "The LORD brings death and
makes alive; he brings down to the
grave and raises up.
GTG NOW.or i'll miss the flight
Rest In Peace ♥ Aunt Julia ♥