Wednesday, May 6, 20095:22 PM

■ cross my fingers.. telling mysulf tht it is just a temporary good-bye..

last night i've been thinking hard bout the post..
"will tomorrow be the same again?"
And now the answer lies in front of me
Being my shadow of the day..
Hell break loose. dear.

Everything happens with a reason...
As fer today, i believe that im the cause of this disaster.
I'm sorry I am so often negative, it's like i've caught an emotional flu;
But you can bring the best of me out, and show me what I can do.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect,That I'm not the way you want.
I'm sorry for my weaknesses & for the way they haunt.
I'm sorry for my temper, My anger and my pain.
I'm sorry my excuses, Always sound so lame.

I’m sorry that I can’t do things right
I’m sorry for being the reason why
Sometimes you cry at night.

I'm sorry for not being perfect
I'm sorry I disappoint.
I'm sorry that I'm a pain
And sometimes I miss the point.

I'm sorry I'm not good enough
I'm sorry I let you down.
I'm sorry for my insecurities
I'm sorry for screwing around.

I'm sorry for my moodiness
I'm sorry for my tears.
I'm sorry for my feelings
And I'm sorry for my fears

I'm sorry for taking you for granted
I'm sorry for not treasure you enough
I'm sorry for not being there for you

I'm sorry for you,
And I'm sorry for me
But most of all,
I'm sorry for being sorry.


i admit ive done something wrong.
if i could turn back time & i would try to put it right
i dont wanna argue anymore cause it always leaves my heart torn
i know i`ve hurt you and i know its the truth
i feel so ashamed cause i know im the one to blame
when i look into your eyes, i have to cry
cause i can see all the hurt inside & cant hold it back anymore.
our friendship broken words inside of us left unspoken


That I'm not the perfect girl. I'm sorry for the bad times,
And the way I'm difficult. I'm sorry that I do not think,
The way you think I should. I'm sorry that I disappoint,
And that I disappear.

I'm sorry for the million things,
I do not say I fear.
I'm sorry I am wretched, I'm sorry I am torn,
I'm sorry I cannot decide, And sometimes sorry I was born.
I'm sorry I cannot talk to you, Of the deep things on my mind.
I'm sorry that though I try, I am not always kind.
I'm sorry for denial, And the way I do not see,
The anger of my problems, Till they all engulf me.
I'm sorry for when I withdraw, And the way I spread my pain.
I'm sorry I'm not always cheerful,
And hardly ever sane. I'm sorry I lash out,
I'm sorry I'm not truly, Always listening.
I'm sorry that I'm troubled,
That I'm not the way you wish..

Oh yes, I'm truly sorry,
That I am not perfect.